The family of previous Love Island host Caroline Flack has actually launched an unpublished social media sites post that she wrote before her death over the weekend break.
On Wednesday, the Poplar Coroner’s Court verified that Flack had actually passed away by self-destruction on Saturday at the age of40 Her death came virtually 2 months after she tipped down as the host of ITV’s Love Island after being billed with attack by defeating complying with a reported occurrence including her sweetheart LewisBurton (Flack begged blameless and also was readied to encounter a test in March.)
In a formerly unpublished social media sites post, provided by the tv individuality’s family to neighborhood paper The Eastern Daily Press on Wednesday, Flack claimed the occurrence was an “accident” and also revealed that she had actually been “having some sort of emotional breakdown for a very long time.”
According to the Daily Press, Flack’s family claimed she had actually been recommended not to post the message, yet they made a decision to launch it to clear any kind of “untruths.”
“On December the 12th 2019 I was arrested for common assault on my boyfriend,” Flack wrote in the post. “Within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept from under my feet and all the walls that I had taken so long to build around me, collapsed. I am suddenly on a different kind of stage and everyone is watching it happen.”
“I have always taken responsibility for what happened that night. Even on the night. But the truth is …. It was an accident,” she wrote. “I’ve been having some sort of emotional breakdown for a very long time.”
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Flack proceeded: “But I am NOT a domestic abuser. We had an argument and an accident happened. An accident. The blood that someone SOLD to a newspaper was MY blood and that was something very sad and very personal.”
“The reason I am talking today is because my family can’t take anymore,” the previous Love Island host included. “I’ve lost my job. My home. My ability to speak. And the truth has been taken out of my hands and used as entertainment.”
“I can’t spend every day hidden away being told not to say or speak to anyone … I’m not thinking about ‘how I’m going to get my career back.’ I’m thinking about how I’m going to get mine and my family’s life back,” Flack ended her post. “I can’t say anymore than that.”
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In her last social media sites post, which was shared on Friday, Flack published a quartet of photos that revealed her snuggling with her pet, which she captioned with a red heart emoji.
Flack’s sweetheart Burton, a 27- year-old previous expert tennis gamer and also version, shared an emotional homage to Flack on Instagram after her death.
“My heart is broken,” he wrote together with a picture of the pair welcoming on the coastline at sundown. “We had something so special.”
“I am so lost for words I am in so much pain I miss you so much I know you felt safe with me you always said I don’t think about anything else when I am with you and I was not allowed to be there this time I kept asking and asking,” he proceeded. “I will be your voice baby I promise I will ask all the questions you wanted and I will get all the answers nothing will bring you back but I will try make you proud everyday. I love you with all my heart.”
A homage to Flack broadcast throughout Monday’s episode of LoveIsland In a declaration to PEOPLE over the weekend break, a representative for ITV claimed, “Everybody at Love Island and also ITV is surprised and also distressed by this frantically depressing information. Caroline was a much liked participant of the Love Island group and also our genuine ideas and also acknowledgements are with her friends and family.”
If you or a person you understand is thinking about self-destruction, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273- TALK (8255), message “STRENGTH” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or most likely to suicidepreventionlifeline.org